Good morning, Alan.
A new dawn, a new day.
Thank you for making amends; it is most noble of you and very much appreciated.
However, I should also apologise for putting you in this awkward position by challenging you in open forum in the first place. For that, I am truly sorry.
Perhaps it might go some way to explaining my low mood of late by pointing out that during the last twelve months or so, life - as it can rather sadly to all at some point - can best be described as having conspired against me and thus I find myself at a low ebb. Spending yesterday afternoon in the A&E of our local hospital with my wife following a fall - we never seem to be away from these places of late - only compounded the problem. Experiencing my wife in such pain and many others attending saw me ‘going all philosophical’ and questioning my Maker as to why life has to be this way?
Modelling, my go-to over the years, has no longer been the useful crutch it was and I find it a hinderance of late rather than a help. It’s a chore rather than a treat, and quite honestly, I’m never far from just consigning the whole lot to the skip. The only thing that prevents me from doing so is the thought that this creation is hopefully to the benefit of others, which I term ‘a good cause’. Believe me, Alan, if it wasn’t it would never have even got this far, and no doubt been yet another unfinished symphony in a long line of such. Add to that, that train set modelling per se ain’t my bag, although I’m not that proficient a modeller to offer anything remotely suitable or appropriate to a forum of this nature which I understood from the beginning was the preserve of the senior and niche scale modeller. Thus I’m grateful to those who ‘like’ my efforts and take the time to pop in occasionally to offer support. I’m also privileged, strangely enough.
In fairness, as I’d recently accounted to a friend, it had been my intention to ‘log out’ for a while with this project for a variety of reasons as stated, especially as it’s the antithesis of what this silver seal forum is all about, so it was wholly unfair to lay the blame firmly at your door, Alan.
I just can’t seem to find the wherewithal to write up and post a narrative to accompany the bombardment of photos at present, such is the way I feel, although ironically, posting keeps some momentum for this lacklustre challenge, a little like a weather beaten mariner getting a bung from a favourable tide after his shredded sails have become redundant. And to say that my approach to construction of late has been perfunctory in nature would be an understatement. But I’ve harped on enough.
I will simply conclude my rambling by saying that I shall continue to post if nobody minds, as failing to do so would be simply a case of cutting my nose off to spit my face, as the adage goes, for the reason given. However, if you don’t mind I’ll only do so as and when I’ve something to show rather than the usual blow by blow stuff.
My sincerest apologies once again, Alan, and thanks for reading.
Incidentally, somewhere amongst the litany of waffle in this thread is mention that the building will also be my version of this:
……..the erstwhile train set tunnel.
So you see, Alan, it serves two purposes which would probably go some way to explaining why it ‘sticks up’ so high!
Jon